CANIS LUPIS , VOLPES VOLPES
(I haven’t sat down and painted anything in about 10 years, I’m abit chuffed)
Just when I think I’ve reached rock bottom, I prove myself wrong.
All the negatives in my head manifest and bubble away into the most horrible feelings and + alcohol turns me into a terrible and bad tempered person. And it always gets taken out on the ones I love, it’s not fair and it has to stop.
I need to sort my own head out and feel better in myself. I need to stop obsessing over the negatives and concentrate on the positives and enjoy the good feelings.
It’s all abit of a mess :(
(and to stop eating crap, drinking alcohol and wasting my brain)